Too Early For Fall?

It seems like it was just a few weeks ago that I said goodbye to Josh before he left for Iraq again after his R&R. In reality, it was January & now here it is almost October! So much has changed in the past 9 months that it all just seems like I'm dreaming & I keep waiting to wake up & have nothing. But I really do have everything I could ever need. I have my family & at least one great friend, reliable vehicles, a house with a BEAUTIFUL view, I have Josh & our baby is due any day now. I've had 9 months to get ready to be a parent & now that the time is right around the corner...I don't know if I'm ready. I'm getting nervous but definitely excited as well! I feel so blessed with everything in my life & I wouldn't be where I'm at today if it wasn't for Josh. He's my hero & I love him so much! Now here it is Fall already. It seems like it should still be Summer. I got all my Fall & Halloween decorations out & now I'm debating about decorating now vs. later. I was going to wait until the 1st but if Aliya's born before then.. I might not get a chance to decorate. I think I'll go ahead & decorate now just in case. : ) At least this way I can check one more thing off my to-do list!

My table is completely covered in scrabooking supplies & I just can't seem to find the time to do anything with it all. Every day I get up & see the big piles of stuff, yet I do nothing with it. I have at least ten different scrapbook themes I need to start working on like my pregnancy, family reunions, fishing trips, our new home, I even have some to do from high school! Not only do I have all of that to do but I still have to finish the nursery stuff as well. I kind of put the crib bumper off until I have the motivation to do it since she will be staying in our room for a little while so I figure I have a couple months left to finish the nursery. I'm the Queen of Procrastination   : ) .. but I can't help it, I'm just so good at it. Hopefully I get some motivation soon!